The subject was meant to be Porn in general, but I'm talking about something else. Somehow. o_o So, um, subject is... all over place, I just want to write this down for some reason.
As massive pervert (in way of porn/eye candies - I don't stalk men and peek them in their shower! That's far nastier), I'll have to admit I'm getting bored of porn tbfh. No nothing to do with my wanting of sex (if it was that then, god I need help as i had sex last week) but rather to pass time. Funnily how back then porn was all new and stuff like that...so it was like passing time.
But now I've grown older and stuff has happened lately I don't feel the urge to go on them. While I think it's good thing actually, I do find it annoying when I, erm, have hard-on.
I think it's probably because with free time I have - I'd rather to do something else. Like playing videogames or even tidying up house/do dishes or errands like that. Which is weird as today I was like "Hmm...nobody's going to be home so I may as well look at porn", only few seconds later, I went "Naaaaah" and stuff.
Would this considered as "settling down"? I don't know why I end up feeling like this but I'm actually glad I did, rather than do 'quickie' every day sorta thing (in fact, it's dropped to 1 or 2 time a week - maybe nothing) and do something far interesting than looking up on porn.
Still, I hope 2010 is when I start to get know more people and eventually find someone special, but I won't bring my expections too high, and for now I'm content (i.e. happy) with having some (gay) mates to have fun with as long as we're comfortable with each other (yeah we're kind of whores) when hanging out with all mates just to chill out with booze or doing something.
I'm glad 2009 existed, because it has teached me many things and I've grown to be bit more mature because of it, of course I'm still silly/immature in places but I feel like I've grown up a bit. That and some on bed. Oo-er, naughty me.... lol. For that I hope 2010 will be even better and actually show me more things to consider, learn, and to experience something.
Some people may moan how bad some years can be (when they have good reason I'll admit that - my mum had pretty bad year), it does MAKE people stronger for next year(s), I know I'm happy having these bad years because it actually gives me experience/stuff to learn about and for that, I've become stronger and very experienced which makes me say "Bring it on, next year!" and learn for year after that, and year after that...it's endless cycle :-P.
With that out of way:
ELEVEN DAYS TILL CHRISSTMAS FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
(x-posted from my FA journal)
As massive pervert (in way of porn/eye candies - I don't stalk men and peek them in their shower! That's far nastier), I'll have to admit I'm getting bored of porn tbfh. No nothing to do with my wanting of sex (if it was that then, god I need help as i had sex last week) but rather to pass time. Funnily how back then porn was all new and stuff like that...so it was like passing time.
But now I've grown older and stuff has happened lately I don't feel the urge to go on them. While I think it's good thing actually, I do find it annoying when I, erm, have hard-on.
I think it's probably because with free time I have - I'd rather to do something else. Like playing videogames or even tidying up house/do dishes or errands like that. Which is weird as today I was like "Hmm...nobody's going to be home so I may as well look at porn", only few seconds later, I went "Naaaaah" and stuff.
Would this considered as "settling down"? I don't know why I end up feeling like this but I'm actually glad I did, rather than do 'quickie' every day sorta thing (in fact, it's dropped to 1 or 2 time a week - maybe nothing) and do something far interesting than looking up on porn.
Still, I hope 2010 is when I start to get know more people and eventually find someone special, but I won't bring my expections too high, and for now I'm content (i.e. happy) with having some (gay) mates to have fun with as long as we're comfortable with each other (yeah we're kind of whores) when hanging out with all mates just to chill out with booze or doing something.
I'm glad 2009 existed, because it has teached me many things and I've grown to be bit more mature because of it, of course I'm still silly/immature in places but I feel like I've grown up a bit. That and some on bed. Oo-er, naughty me.... lol. For that I hope 2010 will be even better and actually show me more things to consider, learn, and to experience something.
Some people may moan how bad some years can be (when they have good reason I'll admit that - my mum had pretty bad year), it does MAKE people stronger for next year(s), I know I'm happy having these bad years because it actually gives me experience/stuff to learn about and for that, I've become stronger and very experienced which makes me say "Bring it on, next year!" and learn for year after that, and year after that...it's endless cycle :-P.
With that out of way:
ELEVEN DAYS TILL CHRISSTMAS FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
(x-posted from my FA journal)
Seven | I now like coffee. says:
I want Tekken 6 now. ):
i bought it off shopto (I used paypal for extra protection)
sort of expecting it'll arrive yesterday
but didn't :c
Wyan says:
I'll be Tuesday won't it?
Seven | I now like coffee. says:
Nah monday.
Wyan says:
Post strike tommorow? I'm not sure though.
Seven | I now like coffee. says:
I picked option, an-
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFU
Postal strikes suck ass. >:( Hope its not the case, I want to play Tekken 6 now xD Also, hello! Sorry about not updatin my LJ for while. ILU guys though. <3
-Steve
I want Tekken 6 now. ):
i bought it off shopto (I used paypal for extra protection)
sort of expecting it'll arrive yesterday
but didn't :c
Wyan says:
I'll be Tuesday won't it?
Seven | I now like coffee. says:
Nah monday.
Wyan says:
Post strike tommorow? I'm not sure though.
Seven | I now like coffee. says:
I picked option, an-
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Postal strikes suck ass. >:( Hope its not the case, I want to play Tekken 6 now xD Also, hello! Sorry about not updatin my LJ for while. ILU guys though. <3
-Steve
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7XCsJpI HeA
No comment, apart from spoilers of Super Mario RPG at start - skip to 2:09 if you don't want to be spoiled.
-Steve
No comment, apart from spoilers of Super Mario RPG at start - skip to 2:09 if you don't want to be spoiled.
-Steve
Vlog#9 parts are up!
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WARNING: SUPER MARIO RPG SPOILERS!!! I recorded Chapter 4 of Super Mario RPG & if you don't want to get spoiled, DO NOT WATCH THE FOLLOWING TIME ZONES - 3:22 to 9:14 IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE SPOILED.
Vlog#9: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLQyVMr3 cEI
Talking about unable to sleep, bad weather, random stuff, and... Super Mario RPG.
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No spoilers below unless you see Stage 5 in Super Mario Bros. or shooting ducks as spoilers. :-P
Vlog#9-2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8R3K6pz tbY
NES goodness C:
That's it~
-Steve
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WARNING: SUPER MARIO RPG SPOILERS!!! I recorded Chapter 4 of Super Mario RPG & if you don't want to get spoiled, DO NOT WATCH THE FOLLOWING TIME ZONES - 3:22 to 9:14 IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE SPOILED.
Vlog#9: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLQyVMr3
Talking about unable to sleep, bad weather, random stuff, and... Super Mario RPG.
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No spoilers below unless you see Stage 5 in Super Mario Bros. or shooting ducks as spoilers. :-P
Vlog#9-2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8R3K6pz
NES goodness C:
That's it~
-Steve
Vlog 8-2's finally up... Stupid Youtube... (It was uploaded before, but it won't process at all x_x!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8c7FrGK MjM
Enjoy! I really enjoyed doing editing work on that one.
-Steve
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8c7FrGK
Enjoy! I really enjoyed doing editing work on that one.
-Steve
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7T2iLiti
Explaination of my nicknames! :-) Only about 2mins 31 seconds long.
-Steve
Just got Filp Ultra today <:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGQbiAlF 3Kw
VLog#6 - short one tonight as well.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGQbiAlF
VLog#6 - short one tonight as well.
Vlog#4-2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTW6kR0E SFk & 4-3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rw69HuaB JjU
Enjoy^^
Enjoy^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7LuYL5nq iY
Clusmy-ness suck. Don't need to remind you about subtitles so I won't :-P
-Steve
Clusmy-ness suck. Don't need to remind you about subtitles so I won't :-P
-Steve
Oh, and 'after' pharse of tidying up is in that - this time in film form :D
- Location:Dalmellington (Fuck ya, Detect.)
- Mood:
Whoops!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buOAdHIKP Ug
As usual, don't forgot to turn on subtitles. Quite long one though.
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As usual, don't forgot to turn on subtitles. Quite long one though.
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Speaking of which, if any has questions they'd like me to answer for vlog tomorrow... ask away and I'll answer ^^ Also since it's not posed onto my LJ yet, here's picture done by Crytus (I commissed him this month, worth a wait!)
( eek, large image! )
That's all for now. Gonna go to bed C:
- Mood:
tired
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0I8QuhzS QVk
Click, and turn on subtitles if you can't understand BSL. C:
Click, and turn on subtitles if you can't understand BSL. C:
Vlog # 3 will be up later once I come back from JCP, as i may have something to add. For now, enjoy the meme~
( Use HM01 Joke Here~ )
( Use HM01 Joke Here~ )
I just noticed I can't seem to turn on subtitles in these embed videos, so if you want to understand what I'm talking about in them, you can find them at:
http://www.youtube.com/user/SevenFi sher
How to turn on subtitles: At the bottom-right corner, there should be button with arrow in it. click on that, and it'll pop up drop menu. One of these choices has button that has "CC" on it, click on that to turn on subtitles.
I'm going to do all of blog entries in video form now, although when it's super serious/depression stuff I'll post it here.
Of course I will post vlogs here & on FA too.
-Steve
http://www.youtube.com/user/SevenFi
How to turn on subtitles: At the bottom-right corner, there should be button with arrow in it. click on that, and it'll pop up drop menu. One of these choices has button that has "CC" on it, click on that to turn on subtitles.
I'm going to do all of blog entries in video form now, although when it's super serious/depression stuff I'll post it here.
Of course I will post vlogs here & on FA too.
-Steve
I'm finding them fun xD
I've decided I should start vlogs now, since...I'm bored, why not?
click CC for subtitles~
click CC for subtitles~
